Wednesday, March 12, 2014

So Here We Are

So here we are. Week 18 and 5 days. Morning of our big ultrasound and all I have so far is no kicks, thought I had heartburn for a moment but that quickly passed, and a slight headache. Just will have to stay positive and hope everything is and will be ok.

Yes people keep reminding me that this is a singleton pregnancy and different from multiples,.. But honestly that doesn't matter as I'll still have worry and anxiety until the big day arrives. Apparently all parents experience these feelings if they've had a prior loss, especially as far along as we were. 

The only reason I didn't use our Doppler yesterday was baby kicks. Been so muddled all the time that it took me by surprise when one super kick happened last night while sitting on the couch with my husband watching a tv show. 

Have so many dreams for the future and miss our twins so very much. Wish we would have has more time with them. Isn't that what every parent wants? What I will do is make our rainbow baby's life as wonderful as possible. All those moments I wanted us to have with the twins will go to our rainbow. All I ask often is for baby to just keep growing! Wonder how big we will be today. 

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