We have now been with our rainbow baby for 18 weeks 3&4 days, the same time frame we reached with our identical daughters we lost to TTTS (twin twin transfusion syndrome). My heart aches for our babies, for all our babies. We wanted so much for all our children and our rainbow may be the first to make it to the home stretch, we dream of a life with our child and to help raise them to be a wonderful individual.
I haven't used the doppler yet today although I want to, waiting, no idea why I'm waiting. I want both of us to hear those heartbeats tonight before our big appointment tomorrow at the doctors office. I need our hearts not to break and to feel light, hope, excitement for our rainbow baby.
Tomorrow will be a day we've never had before and how my emotions have been I surely will shed several tears. Tomorrow will be 18 weeks and 5 days... Venturing into the beyond and hoping for the best outcome and a life of memories together with our rainbow baby.
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