Last Night

Last night I think you were in my dreams because this morning I thought of you.
Wondering if next month, next year, I'll finally be lucky enough for my dream to come true.

I keep having dreams about the future. What it will keep like to have that happy moment happen again. Will I want to share it with the entire world? Will we want to share it with the entire world is a better question? Or will we just keep everything to ourselves until we are in the clear...

With the twins after week 12 we did believe we were in the clear. We thought we had made it and would be ok. By week 14,15, 16 we believed we could finally breathe again.

I can honestly say that I'm worried about the future and the future hasn't even arrived yet. I have no idea what it holds for us and I hope that we will finally have our happy ending, the future we were supposed to have with our twins.

So we venture forward into the unknown.. Hopeful as always.