The Future

Been thinking about the future more often these days as the 30th of August arrives. Wondering what will be our best options, thinking about what we should do, hoping for our rainbow and a miracle.. No exact plan set in motion and just knowing whatever we do that at least we are doing it together. 

Still behind on some official paperwork for the charity. There is so much to submit. Only had one inquiry so far in regards to a remembrance package so not too worried about that. As for the keepsake part of the charity doing the best to keep all the information and not fall too behind. Already two weeks behind schedule and even though people do understand the delay I just want to make sure to have everything out as soon as possible. 

As I write this I realize that I need to send out the official shipped emails for the giveaway butterflies. I don't like falling behind schedule but so much has happened recently that my priorities have shifted. I'm looking forward to when everything is back to a set schedule again. 

Without any idea what the future holds we venture forward. Almost like we are walking into the fog, we can not see what is ahead of us but it is easier to walk than run, easier to continue where we are going than going backwards... 

So here we are and all I can continue to hope for what we've wanted for 13 years, what we've tried for for 9 years, and what we dream about every day while remembering what we lost.. Our future, our rainbow baby. Oh how I hope this dream turns into reality.