Uncertain this future of ours. No idea what it hold or what will happen. I just hope that it has a baby or babies and we will be parents again. I know that my husband and I want that more than anything.
I dream vividly about the future, hoping for our rainbow baby. We've talked about having babies since we first met 13 years ago, even came up with baby names. 11 years ago in October we were married and that means it was 9 years ago October that we have been trying to start our family. I know there are many people who've tried for longer and their road has been more complicated to travel than ours, just as there are many people who've had it easy. I realize that out of all of our close friends we are the ones who've struggled the longest with infertility, it's not an easy journey this path we take. There is no doubting how much we want to be parents and how much we love and will love our children. If there were ever a child more wanted..
I just want our dream to turn into a reality.
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