Better To Not Think About It

Better to not think about what you don't have than what you do have. Nothing is helping ease my mind today. My  heart breaks for those who have lost their children but then I can't help but feel pain in my heart when I learn about some who has multiple living children while I have nothing but angels. I am sure it is something many feel and for that I'm not alone in my thoughts. But I feel horrible for thinking those thoughts at all.