Dreams That Keep You Guessing

Honestly I wonder what my subconscious is thinking sometimes while I sleep. This past week and this weekend I have had baby dreams. Some of them are nice others cause my heart to ache. What I know more than anything is that even in my dreams I want earthly children and in some dreams I have several but am much older with half white hair and several wrinkles. Who know what this all means. Preferably would like to have a child before I'm 34. I would say before I'm 33 but I'm 32 right now and that's not going to happen.